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done and done

Thu Jun 22, 2006, 11:17 AM
So today marks the day that I completely write off my "best friend". He no longer exists to me. It took speaking to the right person for me to see what I really needed to do about this situation, because before today I wanted to just put a bullet in his fucking head, which as drastic as it sounds, I would be doing the world a great service, but at what cost to me? I really dont know why I decided to invest so much time into this person, but I suppose things happen for a reason, I only regret the things I lost out on being the friend of a person that everyone else hates. I guess life goes on, gladly without Jeremy. I guess now it is time to catch up on A LOT of lost time.

DONE AND DONE.
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*proto-synth Jun 22, 2006, 12:33:41 PM
I have already written him off as well. I regret the fact that I knew he was a piece of shit a long time ago, and yet it took me this long to finally get rid of him. Funny thing is, now that i look back on all the years I've known Jeremy, I can't think of one instance where he actually acted as a friend to me but I can write a mile long list of his asshole shit I've put up with from him. I guess all he's got left now is andrew, and that's nobody's fault but his own.
sad

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~xBERZERKERx Jun 22, 2006, 3:07:55 PM
I hope this permanent distancing goes well. All the luck to you. :)

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~DarkenedAbyss Jun 22, 2006, 7:38:24 PM
yea i think it will be just great. it has been a good thing thus far.

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Francesca Kae Radosta
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~DarkenedAbyss Jun 25, 2006, 9:57:38 AM
I saw him last night, and I turned my back to him and left.

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Francesca Kae Radosta
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~DarkenedAbyss Jun 25, 2006, 10:59:51 AM
Dear Joseph,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, June 25:

Enjoy all the gradations of your feelings. This may feel uncomfortable at first, but you need the contrast in your life. How can you truly appreciate joy until you're first experienced some sorrow?

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Francesca Kae Radosta
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*proto-synth Jun 25, 2006, 11:31:27 AM
It's unlikely that I'll run into him anytime soon, as he is aware that I am disgusted with him at best. I assume that he doesn't know that I have decided to wash my hands of him completely yet, as I felt no need to announce it. As far as I'm concerned, my decision is not up for negotiation. So I see no need to discuss it with him.
Like you said before, he no longer exsists to me and if I run into him anywhere, I will look clear through him as if he isn't there.

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"We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams."
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~DarkenedAbyss Jun 27, 2006, 11:53:14 AM
Well I saw him at bottom line the other day. The option to stomp his sorry ass arouse, and I did the best thing that I could, which is walk away. Then he began texting me trying to instigate shit, and I didnt feed into that at all, even though he said some hurtful things about me and my brother. There are people whom I just wont be involved with anymore and he is one of them. Honestly I have never felt this good about my life, and there is nothing which is gonna get in the way of that, especially a worthless drug fiend like him. Like the title of this journal.......DONE AND DONE.

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Francesca Kae Radosta
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*proto-synth Jun 27, 2006, 4:20:29 PM
well, I'm very glad to hear that you are doing what you gotta do to make yourself happy. I think you were well overdue for that and you definately deserve to be happy. Jeremy, nore anybody else for that matter, is worth letting keep you down. I'm sorry for any inconvenience i've ever caused you. It was never my intention to do so. Perhaps one day in the future we will be able to sit down and catch up on where our lives have taken us and such and laugh at how weird life is. Until then, whatever you do don't comprimise who you really are for anything. It would be ashame to see you fade out.

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"We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams."
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~DarkenedAbyss Jun 27, 2006, 7:37:08 PM
Thanks. Perhaps it will be possible to have a sit down one day in the future. For now I am merely doing what I need to do, and nothing else. I dont consider anything an inconvenience BTW, everything in life happens for a reason, and it happens when it does for a reason as well. I will never again be something I am not to appease other people, or to fit in or anything else like that. Life isnt long enough to spend it trying to save the world or be a good friend to people who dont reciprocate, and that doesnt mean you necassarily.

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Francesca Kae Radosta
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